400 words more and it would've been the longest thing I've ever written! Alas, it capped at 11,000 words. Of PINING.
And it’s just. It’s too much. Weeks of pain and months of missing Steve and his mouth and the stupid shit that comes out of it; years of molding himself to his back at night and pretending there’s nothing else to it apart from sharing warmth; a decade of his stomach twisting with the foolish desire to make Steve laugh.
Also in DW! http://nekare.dreamwidth.org/618871.html. comments.